Enjoy

I took a Ritalin today...and yes, now I am enjoying a glass of red wine. I've been thinking of having one for the last few days, and a few minutes ago I said to myself...WHAT THE HELL! I'm celebrating all of the wonderful thoughts in my head that do not directly link to suicide. There is still the thick fog, but crying at this moment is not an option. I am going to take my glass of wine, sit on the steps outside of my house, wrapped in scarves and my coat, and write. It may be cold, but it seems to be a beautiful Easter Sunday. Enjoy your day!