My Latest

I sit in my bedroom, curled up in the corner, lights out, phone silenced, staring at the blinking light. Waiting and praying for someone to call, wanting him or anyone to be there for me. Awaiting that green blinking light to turn red. But it never does...now I sit in my bedroom, curled up in the corner, lights out, phone silenced, staring at the blinking light, crying hysterically. I'm alone, and will always be alone. Screw positivity...no it doesn't get any better. This is my life. This is what it will always be. Pondering if it's even worth it.